...melancholy update...

hey, folks. me again and i'm starting to lose hope. adn get bored.

the hard copy proofreading is't going as quickly for the second revision of UHA.

i still don't have a job.

i filled out an application to the CELTA program, but in doing so, felt a lot less confident about my odds of getting in. now i feel less confident about almost everything.

went to an al-anon meeting at a church today. it was all about god-style bullshit. i'm not that troubled by my parents' problems anymore, i just wish there was one person in the world i knew i could trust.

but... whatever.

i'll soon be gone for four days for the fourth of july family reunion where i will have to fend off the congratulations and probing questions of a dozen family members i don't know the names of.
maybe i can hide... it won't work for very long, especially not at meal times...

maybe i can be scary. that'll pretty much rule out any chance have to unwind, though...
maybe i can just skip most of it. actually, that doesn't sound like a bad idea...
i can try to do some more proofreading...

well, i feel better now. but not much. later, bitches.