well, shave my aspirations!

so this is a special post-- live from ausin, Tx!

that's right, austin's olden golden boy has returned after ten long years.

i'm staying over at the hosteling international on the lake-- prety nice accomodations of 20$. anyway i'm in town for my first job interview after college. CPS. i know, right? irony...
but invariably, i've begun to think about the future and this of course means one burning question...

what am i gonna name my kids when i have them?


the girl i'm no too worried about, i'll probably just name her after one of my characters (i think 'green' sounds nice...) but i've begun to worry about the boy. see, my dada and i have the same name, and so does his dad, and maybe his dad, too. so i originally was planned on just naming the kid after me/ them. but recently, i've begun to think on that...

the purpose of my life has become "breaking the cycle" wherein maladaptive behaviors are passed on from parents to children (one of my greatest fears is that i will become one or both of my parents). as a result of this, i'm wondering if i shouldn't symbolically break the cycle by naming my kid something different.

i'm sort of worried that genetics and environment will conspire to make the little bastard a ball of al my worst qualities and teh name thing might tip the scales in environment's favor. but i also sort of want to pass on the legacy of teh family name. also i could dump al my monogrammed crap on him.

i guess i could adopt a kid adn name him after me. that way there'd be no risk of genetics screwing him over.

of course, it's a moot point any way. i've got to find a female to bear the children before i can name them anything...

more project gold coming later this week!